Update on my Family
Well, I guess it is time for an Update on my Family. It has been a while since I’ve given one and I guess it is long overdue. Can I just say, I am SUPER glad September is over! That whole month weighed so heavily on my heart. Reading the stories, reflecting on my journey, and just allowing myself to feel. Suicide is a real thing and it is out of control if you ask me. Please, check on your friends and family. Spread love and kindness. Help. Be an ear. God is so much bigger than that moment of uncertainty!
Bug & Ben
They are still married (yay) and are doing well. Still young, still got a lot to learn, still navigating all the things but all in all, things are good. They are both working from home, so that is a LOT of togetherness! In that togetherness, they forgot to be socially distant and are now expecting a little one.
Let me repeat.
They. Are. Expecting. A. Little. One.
One more time for those in the back.
I AM GOING TO BE A GRANDMOTHER.
Breathe. It’s fine. I’m fine. Breathe.
Don’t get me wrong, Flash and I are excited to meet each other. Hunter named the baby Flash because well, he is 6. We don’t know if it is a boy or girl. Honestly, I could care less. I used to think that was a crock of crap when people said that. Now, I get it. I truly don’t care. So, I am going to be Lolli and Big Daddy will be Pop.
Get it? I wanted us to be Harriet and Nels or Alice and Mr. Edwards. Only Bug agreed with that, no one else did. Whatever.
My girl did it. She graduated college with her Bachelor of Science. Sadly, her last semester had to be done virtually because of stupid co-vid, but she did it. Come November, she is walking for graduation. I could not be more proud of her. I mean, geez. She is brilliant and beautiful.
Trying to find that “big girl job” has been tedious, but she is working. It is not her dream job but that will come. She really is good at what she is doing, it is just hard emotionally. Her niche is geriatrics. She loves the elderly and has such respect for them. The love and grace she shows in working with them…the respect. She is her mother’s daughter.
Echo has a friend now. My Ted moved in with them and so did Maureen Kitty. She is a plant mama and has a cute little apartment that she has decorated so pretty. This girl of mine…she is going places (just not too far from me!)
It’s been a hard summer. Honestly, it’s been a hard 13 years. I am not going into any detail because my head and heart simply can’t. This month, she will be attending school, away from us. She will be learning a trade and life skills to move forward in her life. This has been a hard decision for us to make but it is necessary.
For 2 months, we were blessed with the best gift, at the perfect time. A friend offered to let her come to her house for a couple of months to let life settle a bit. It gave us all time apart to heal and reflect on what is best for her and the rest of our family.
I pray the Lord guides her every step.
Well, he still has a female friend and has mentioned moving out. As I choke back on my vomit and tears, I now refuse to discuss it. I was pretty good about the girls moving out, but why oh why am I struggling. Geez. His little female friend has captured my heart. She is a sweet girl, though we often talk about making space for Jesus when they sit too close to each other!
He is still in college and loving it. I think he wants to be a sports journalist. He loves sports and he has discovered that he loves writing. In his job, he left his first job for another and then left that one for the first one because he was going to be promoted. He is a hard worker but his room is a pigsty. I just don’t get it.
Due to the events of the summer, D is away at school until December. Some things occurred where it was necessary for him to be away. I email him. He writes (when he remembers) and he calls every Friday. Some are good calls and some, he just misses his mama. I sure do miss him but I know he is learning so much. Thankfully, this school is geared towards the career that he is wanting to pursue.
Sadly, he got co-vid (well, he and 13 other boys). That was crappy but luckily they were asymptomatic. We have had to send him a lot of soap LOL and shoes. He is wearing them out! Thankfully, he is learning and working through the events of this summer and processing some of his choices. I am super proud of him.
He doesn’t have a nickname…wonder how that happened? I’ll have to think of one. He is “virtually” schooling from August until December. I am hoping he will be back in school in January. The past year, we have been struggling and fighting to figure out what has been going on with him. This summer, we finally got our answer.
He has Functional Neurological Disorder. In normal terms, he has narcolepsy. Let me tell you, it is not like what you see in the movies. It has been so hard. In the midst of all the testing for Idiopathic Hypersomnia (which turned out to be FND), we stumbled on Epilepsy. Yep, you read that right. He also has Generalized Epilepsy.
His triggers are stress and lack of sleep. We have had TONS of stress this summer and he has narcolepsy, so there is your lack of sleep. He had his first grand mal seizure and that is something I never want to see again in the history of ever.
Good grief. He is busy. So. Very. Busy. He talks. All. The. Time. He is virtually schooling and doing pretty well. Amazingly enough, he has promoted up a reading level…to HIS reading level on HIS grade! He is reading so well. Treatments are going as well as they can. His OMS is still there and prevalent, but he compensates like a beast.
He is getting so tall and loves being outside. His favorite thing to do is run. “Mom, I just need to run.” I can think about it when he was in a wheelchair. Most days, I just sit and watch him run back and forth through the yard and I smile. This child is fearless. He brings joy to my heart.
As For Us
We are healing, as a family. Big Daddy is adjusting to working from home. I’m looking at going back to work part-time. We have A LOT of kittens. When they are weaned, we are getting the mama’s fixed so we don’t have to worry about that anymore. I know you want to know their names…right? In no particular order:
Karen, Inez, Joan, Janis, Joplin, Lloyd, Linda, Lonnie, Ronnie, Roger, Kim, Pat, Wenago, Tibebu, Ephraim, and Bart.
So freaking cute. I love cats.
I guess that is all for now…until next time.